I am so totally bummed that I can't go out and celebrate cinco de mayo. I have to work third shift so I will be stuck at work from 11pm to 7am. Lucky me. Luckily I have amazing friends and we have planned to go out Friday night instead. I am hoping this night out will do me good. Hopefully it will help me shake off this crappy feeling that I have been feeling for the past 3 weeks. I am ready to move on from this now and get over it. I am ready to stop thinking about it everyday and pick up and move on with my life. There is no need to keep living in t he past. I am trying to come to terms that this will just be a regret that I will just have to learn a lesson from. So hopefully I can start to do that soon and move on and be me again. I am ready to be me again.
Nothing new has really gone on. I realized today how lucky I really am. No matter how much they drive me crazy I have a mom and dad that love me no matter how many times I screw up. I have 2 best friends who are amazing and I don't know how I would have made it through all this the past 3 weeks had it not been for them. I have a great job with great bosses who I can laugh and joke with, which makes for a great work environment, and I have two great dogs whom are like my children. So take away all the stupid boy drama and I would have to say my life is pretty perfect.
Oh how could I forget, we did get two new family members. We got two baby chicks who are so cute. I will be sure to take pictures of them tomorrow and post them.
I leave you with a quote that I found that just seems to explain exactly just how I am feeling at the moment.
Hope everyone has a safe and be great cinco de mayo!!
I'm not broken - only slightly damaged. Self-inflicted - I would never give you that victory. I am bitter and I am hurt and I am ready to move on from this. The process is slow and agonizing, but so is life and so I deal.
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