Sometimes I think that we waste our words. And we waste our moments. And we don't take the time to say the things that are in our hearts when we have the chance.
-One Tree Hill
Okay, this quote could not be anymore more perfect for the way I have felt the past week and a half. Seriously. The few moments and the few chances that I had to say what I needed to say, I let them slip by. How do you finally just give in and get over the fear of saying what you really want to say? I haven't ever really been able to do that. I haven't ever really been able to tell anyone in any situation what I really think or how I really feel about something. I don't think it has really ever made a difference before, but I finally came across a situation where not saying what I really felt did matter. Looking back on the situation I think I should have said this, and I should have said that, but I didn't and the not knowing what might have happened if I had just opened up a little bit and taken a chance.
It really just eats me up inside not knowing if it was my fault, or if it was really just a game?
oh the regret....
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